Emigration has become a whole process for me. Very interesting and at the same time difficult and heavy. There is a feeling that everything internal intentionally becomes external. Pain, resentment, embarrassment, self-doubt, fear of the unknown and the incomprehensible - all these feelings and emotions undergo trials and flow out of me, even if I resist the process. All of this is necessary in exchange for a place for the new and warm, for faith in myself above all and faith in the world.